The Ethertarian Church response to Peaedophilia
Personally speaking as Christ Jesus Xavier - Phuoc Anh Phung - Hitler Kidkill - The Devil , Satan and what ever people point at me and laugh about and call me ;
I was born with Love , I am Love and through Love I was united with The Almighty Every - thing . I had sex when I was 0 years old , in the womb with my twin sister. I felt amazed and I felt alive . I felt Love . Now I am 43 years old , I go to sleep in my bed , alone , cold in these winter nights , piss the towels I lay down under my crotch , I wake up alone in the very early morning because I feel pain , sit on the toilet , smoke and feel very so alone , numb from exhausting the pain receptors of loneliness over the long boring lonely years . " Years could go by ... " - Ricki Lee Jones . I am under a Community Treatment Order and depot at a Psych clinic in Footscray .
And yet I feel good today , lost my temper in the morning , shouted , got a few weighty long simmering resentments out , went to the café , cracked a few jokes and smokes , my mom came to the café to see me and gave me two dollars for a bottle of Pepsi . I cradled it in my left arm , like a sleeping baby and walked briskly home . It started to feel cold in - doors so I sat on the patio , that is when the Church - house is open , felt the sun turning its' face through the clouds and said greetings to passers - by . I felt a bit sun - stung went in to my room and smoked an extra - long rollie , saw a nice girl through the window with her mom standing out - side , hesitated then went out through the gate to find them . They were walking up the street and I shouted Eloise but she crossed the stream of the street and I gave up . Felt uncertain and a bit sad , but it did not feel like major pain as that would have felt in the months past . Perhaps it is a recognition of my role as a priest and resignation to never being romantic with a woman in the future to come .
I was born with Love , I am Love and through Love I was united with The Almighty Every - thing . I had sex when I was 0 years old , in the womb with my twin sister. I felt amazed and I felt alive . I felt Love . Now I am 43 years old , I go to sleep in my bed , alone , cold in these winter nights , piss the towels I lay down under my crotch , I wake up alone in the very early morning because I feel pain , sit on the toilet , smoke and feel very so alone , numb from exhausting the pain receptors of loneliness over the long boring lonely years . " Years could go by ... " - Ricki Lee Jones . I am under a Community Treatment Order and depot at a Psych clinic in Footscray .
And yet I feel good today , lost my temper in the morning , shouted , got a few weighty long simmering resentments out , went to the café , cracked a few jokes and smokes , my mom came to the café to see me and gave me two dollars for a bottle of Pepsi . I cradled it in my left arm , like a sleeping baby and walked briskly home . It started to feel cold in - doors so I sat on the patio , that is when the Church - house is open , felt the sun turning its' face through the clouds and said greetings to passers - by . I felt a bit sun - stung went in to my room and smoked an extra - long rollie , saw a nice girl through the window with her mom standing out - side , hesitated then went out through the gate to find them . They were walking up the street and I shouted Eloise but she crossed the stream of the street and I gave up . Felt uncertain and a bit sad , but it did not feel like major pain as that would have felt in the months past . Perhaps it is a recognition of my role as a priest and resignation to never being romantic with a woman in the future to come .
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