Affirmations

It is better to never have eaten meat (dead animals or dead anything.) It is better to have never eaten any thing which is alive.
The reason we eat is because we feel low in essence or sick or sad. Eating gives us predigested metabolites which helps the processes in our soma (body) or the clay as I figuratively put it. We are repairing the clay or our souls (body and mind and spirit).
The reason some people can not stop eating meat is because they are very sick and addicted to the help in metabolism that they get.
If you have never eaten anything then good on you.
If you have only eaten fruit even better. But do not eat the seed which is the life. In the Old Testament it says "... but do not eat the blood, which is the life."
If you have eaten vegetables then you carry sin but you can be helped.
If you have eaten meat then you have sinned but you can be helped.
If you have eaten blood, which if you have eaten meat, you have, then you have sinned, you may be helped.
If you have eaten meat then you have put sin in to the clay. You may help your self by replacing the  meat parts of your soma with water. However do not only consume water. A Vegan Catholic diet is best for just the time being. You will, with diligence, become an Aquatarian, if you truly pray.
There is magic in the water. The original stuff of Creation.
Hope and prayer and Love will be your help on the way.
Amen.